Retracting the phrase I used, "Bring it 2013."

Yep, I usually try to have no regrets in life. There's always an occasional foot in mouth situations and I sometimes regret those, but life in general for me has been to live life to the fullest. I think I've done that to my best ability so far.
As of now, I'm regretting and taking back the phrase, "Bring it 2013."
2013 has been the worst year so far. 2004 started off pretty crappy with the death of 2 grandpas. They died within a month of each other, so that was rough. But this year and month could rot in hell for all I care. Maybe its because it has the most unlucky number 13 in it, but whatever it is, I give up already.
I won't go into a whole lot of detail, but if you are in contact with me often, then you know all about it.
1st: our 'rental' home, but our safe haven was violated with someone trying to break into it on a Saturday night. Luckily Jeff was home and the boys were in our room sleeping with us, "slumber party night!" Feeling safe hasn't felt the same here unfortunately.
2nd:  Our life here just isn't the same and the feeling & need to go home has been overwhelming. So we have decided to take a leap and move home. Don't ask questions! Just support us and listen, that's all we need right now.
3rd:  Being so far from home has been hard as far as missing family, friends, etc. I know we have no control over this, but its definitely hard, especially when your PET passes and you can't be there to say goodbye, hold him one last time or give that wet nose one last kiss. Please click on the link I provided to see Chases story and why I love him so much. He will be forever missed!
http://www.dogster.com/dogs/179609
You can see his brother's story as well. I made a link in the side bar of my blog. It's under the profile section. This is just a little bit of how crazy I was for my dogs before we had children. These dogs were my babies and the only reason our Labs parted ways with us, was do to all the moving. Never again!

So far my month has sucked, yes I'm being a baby. But I am really just drained, emotionally.
I hope you enjoy Chasey's profile! He was such an amazing dog, loved him way to much:)
These pictures below are just the ones I have on my phone, all of my pictures of the handsome boy are in California.

This picture was taken by my dad last week